Saturday, January 21, 2006

Shrink

I wanna shrink
I wanna go down
I can't imagine how arrogant you are
I can't believe you would do that
I thought you're there for me
You've changed, let me go
I just wanna shrink

Shrink like a little pea
Shrink that no one would see me
Shrink all the way down
Shrink, good as dead
You can say that i'm pathetic
Yeah, pathetic from what you did
It'll never change what i'm feeling when i see you
For sure at the back of your head
Screaming out loud that you've brought me down

I tried to hide away
I tried to be subtle
I can't be nonchalant about it
I breakdown and go crazy
I freak out to release deliriousness inside
I'll runaway and hide
I just wanna shrink

Can't you see, you've brought me down
You've degraded me and so i have to go away
and shrink all the way down

Resign

I can be everything, you wanted be to be
Deliriously showing off just to be acknowledged
If I can be just like that
I would do anything
Just to live one day like you.

I know it's bad and i'm scared
Can't think straight for what's right and wrong
Forgive me please, I'll try to resign myself from acting
Just to say that you need me.

I've realized that I'm not like this before
Because of you, you taught me
How to be like you
Now I can't return from what i was before
I'm blaming you for everything
So please get out of my life

Someday, everything's gonna be fine
But not right now
Somehow everything's gonna be alright
Looking forward for it

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Never

Never

I can be the guidance
That you need in your life
I can be the Samaritan
To heal your wounded heart
I will be there to help you
When you suffer from the agony
Then you can just reject me
Anytime, if you don't need me

You can call on me anytime
Share your thoughts that drags you down
I'll be there to listen
I've been there all along
But you made me feel
Just your another worthwhile
but never treat me like nothing

I've given all along
The Confidence that you lack
Provided you with the strength
To live your life open mindedly
Made you feel important
That all i can do is listen
With all your sorrow and pain
Handling all your ego all along the way